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2. I had my Entrance Exams for Perse last Saturday, I think they went quite well and hopefully I'll find out whether or not I got a place sometime this next week.

3. My bus is full of bitches. Seriously. On Monday, after I'd had my entrance exams for Perse, I was telling Amy and Lillie about it at the bus stop and I was pretty much on a high because I'd made a shiz load of friends when I thought I'd be all alone all day and I'd also thought the exams went pretty well. Not that either of them actually bothered to ask... I pretty much relayed what had happened and then when they asked about how I was going to stay there I said my parents said they'd probably bring a relative over from Bangladesh and let me stay in a house in Cambridge with them. Anyways, I told them all about Hills and how it is to Perse what Yarborough is to us and that it's basically like the local party college and that it's a good idea to have some friends there. Just before the bus came, I said something along the lines of "Me and Em were both saying how much we hate it here and neither of us can wait to leave." Which they, fair enough, retaliated to asking why did I hate it there so much. Well... just to start with, it's called GRIMSBY. How much could anyone possibly LIKE a place which begins with the word 'GRIM'?!

Anyways, once we were on the bus, I sat in my normal seat which is next to Nick, across the aisle from Amy and Christine and in front of Ellie Mawer and Laura. Jamie sits behind Amy and Christine. Basically, I usually plug straight into my iPod and ignore the bitchy gossip everyone around me seems to love, but on Monday, as I was changing songs, I heard Amy saying "said they'd bring someone over from Bangladesh which is ridiculous." and so I decided to press pause and just listen to what they were saying. Amy went on and bitched about me for pretty much the entire bus journey. Ellie and Laura were sitting behind me and therefore couldn't hear what Amy had said, but Ellie thought it was about her and so she asked to know and Amy said "Oh, we're not bitching about you- it's okay." So Ellie asked who they were bitching about so Amy goes "Oh. Not bitching just angry." and laughed. And so Liseli said "Oh, hang on Ellie, I'll come and tell you. If I sit next to Jamie it's pretty much the same distance so she won't hear." And went to sit next to Jamie but then Christine said "I'm sat right next to Amy- how is you speaking across the aisle the same distance?"

I was really angry by this point so I turned round and just went "Amy's been bitching about me because I said I want to go to Perse instead of Caistor and she's too scared to say it to my face." And everybody's face just went "OH MY GOD SHE HEARD!"

What I was most pissed off about was Christine...

She was supposed to be one of my best friends and yet she didn't say a word to defend me to Amy. So I called her a fake friend. She then went and told all the people on the bus that I was being a bitch to her on the one day there would be no year elevens except for me on the bus due to the bowling trip... So when everyone ganged up on me it was pretty much everybody around me.

The next day I decided not to bitch about her behind her back but just confront her straight up. She said she didn't tell everyone to gang up on me and that she realised she was wrong and she should have stuck up for me but she 'doesn't like confrontations' and 'it wasn't her fight'. Oh? Really?

I though the point of real friends was that they backed you up no matter what... And stuck up for you when other people were talking bad about you... Especially when the friend they are bitching about is sat less than a fucking metre away!!

So then she started LYING to me saying that she had stuck up for me but I just didn't hear her. BULLSHIT! I would have heard her loud and clear and sorry but... didn't she just say she should have stuck up for me... not that she did. And I said that if Christine had told Amy to stop, Amy wouldn't have carried on. She didn't need to actually CONFRONT her, just tell her to STOP BITCHING ABOUT ME... But she didn't. She never does. Adam told me today that apparently the day before my Perse Entrance Exams, after I'd gotten off the bus, they all started saying that I'd never get into Cambridge and that I was just relying on my grades and that I have no extracurriculars... I had FOUR PAGES of extracurriculars for my Perse Application!

So then Christine yelled at me asking why wasn't I mad at Jamie for not sticking up for me or telling Amy to stop and I went "I don't even like Jamie. He's a gossipy man-bitch. We're not even friends. I don't expect him to stick up for me!" And then she screamed "You don't like anybody." And stormed out.

Which is a bit of a shitty comeback because I blatantly do like people.

Just not her.

And she's been civil for the past few days- and I've been civil back... But now that I've written everything out and made everything clear in my head... I don't think I'll bother.

It's not like we were ever friends to begin with.

If we had been, she would have defended me when Amy started bitching and, even if she insists on using the pathetic "I don't like confrontation" excuse, she could have told Amy to stop.

No side-picking.

No 'confrontation'... (SERIOUSLY? The more I read this the MORE pissed off I get! WTF WOULD AMY HAVE CONFRONTED HER WITH?!)

Just STOPPING her when I was easily within listening distance.

And I'm not going to apologise. Because everybody who heard the argument said I was in the right.

Sincerely Pissed Off,

Riz

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